2 memories

i have these 2 memories going round and round in my head. i want them to stop so that i can move on but whatever i do they keep coming back. so i thought maybe writing them down will help, then hopefully i can move on.

This memory with him.
The conversations we had, i miss them.
we used to talk about everything and you made me feel so complete in myself.
but now that's gone, your gone.
we don't acknowledge each other any more and we rarely talk.
I'm trying to move on from those days and forget but our conversations keep coming up in my head making it hard.


This memory with you.
that night was perfect in my mind, just the two of us.
i thought that finally we had got the confidence, but i was wrong.
it wasn't long after this night that it all ended, and now we struggle to find the words to say when we see each other.
this night keeps going over and over in my head, the confidence we had and just the good memory.
i don't want to forget this memory but just for now i would like it to stop replaying in my mind so that maybe i can move on.


so can i move on now? from both these memories?