drowning...

I'm sick of crying!
I'm drowning in my tears.

i just want out of this stupid life I'm living!
I'm over it!
all its doing is slowly tearing me apart and the point where i break is coming soon if this doesn't stop!



why do you bring him up every time i try to talk about 'us' ??
he has nothing to do with it!
can you please just forget what he thinks and how he acted when it happened and just tell me how you feel about it?
because that would reli help me.


is life going to get any better any time soon?
please say it will.


on a happier note I'm going out this weekend! yay for once i have a social life :) it shall be fun.


thank you for your support :) i really appreciate it. you have no idea how much you have helped.
thank you :)


xoxox
ily