i should have known.

i knew this wouldn't last...

-the happiness

-the feeling accepted for once in my life

i should have known my luck hadn't changed and i would always be the follower trying to fit in.

i know i cant blame you and I'm not but why did this have to happen and why did it have to affect me like this?

i had just found myself but now I'm lost again

i survived like this before so i can do it again i just hope I'm strong enough this time, because at the moment i feel like I'm going to crack and theres no-one that will help me get back together.

I'm over this, all of this.

i want out!