no longer caring.

im over it! i worry about being accepted, being liked etc but i dont care anymore.

you can love me, completely ignore me or hate me all you like but honestly im not worried anymore.
i dont need you because all you do is bring me down and i can do that all by myself, i dont need your help.
at the moment im trying so desperately to get up, you have no idea how hard it is when im still thinking about you so im going to give up now, you should be happy.

i realise now that if i didnt keep txting you etc then i would have never heard from you, so now instead of txtn you hoping to get a reply when i never do, im going to give up and if you want to stay friends then for once you txt me first and ill be happy to txt you.