Monday, September 7, 2009

admitting its over.


i dont want to admit it!

i love you and i never wanted this to happen. i wanted us to talk about it and then carry on together but you thought differently.


i was so happy, the happiest i have been in forever but now im back to where i started but only this time its worse because i thought we could last, i thought you were the one. i felt things for you that i had never felt before. i can honestly say i truly loved you.


all these feeling are still there and i cant bring myself to let them go.

you were a dream come true but of course i had to wake up from that dream.


we promised each other we would be together forever and i was dumb enough to believe it.

i pictured my life with you and i could see it happening.

i thought i had finally found my happily ever after and now that your gone iv given up on ever finding that again.


iv cryed a million tears for you and i think theres still more to come.

im sick of crying and im sick of all this pain but i have the feeling that they arent going to go away for awhile yet.


i need to stop loving you but i dont think i can, you meant to much.

i will always love you my guardian angel xo please dont forget me.




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