to much...

so much is happening and changing these days, im getting all caught up and stressed about it all.
theres friends im worried about, friends i need to talk to, a boyfriend, family and exams to fit in all at once! i need to decide my priorities but everything seems so important that its taking all mt energy just to think about it all.

i need i break, i just want it all to slow down or even stop just for a day so i can have some time to get myself sorted before i sort everything else.

theres always more information to learn, new things happening and new things im finding out that just complicate life even more and i feel like im going to explode. i cant handle this pressure.

i want to be there for my friends, to be someone they feel like they can talk to. i dont want to let them down.
so please know that you can come to me :) i always put friends first.

well i guess this is just the normal life of a teenager, i will adjust to it eventually but at the moment i will have to survive. and hopefully it doesnt become to much for me to handle.