officially cracked

ok so all this pressure has actually gotten to me. i have officially cracked under pressure.

i was studying before (i no its amazing) and i couldnt concentrate and i just got soo frustrated with myself because i couldnt do any of it! and then when mum tryed to talk to me about it i cryed! i mean come on! theres no need to cry! but i did because i know im going to fail and im just so stressed about it all.

i cant do anymore studying or i will actually go insane, iv forgotten all the important stuff i need to know and im going to fail!

so its official.
Holly Harrex has failed her exams!