scared to love

im sorry and i truely mean that, i know i hurt you, i really didnt want to but i was so confused i didnt no what to do so i ended up saying the wrong thing and destroying everything between us and the only thing i can do is say sorry so i hope thats enough. but if not im guna try explain it and i hope atleast this can make things a little better.

i wanted to love you, i wanted what we had before but i couldn't do it and that was nothing to do with you.
i guess my past boyfriends had left to much of an impact on me and i hadn't gotten over that.

i was scared to love you because all i could think of was the ending result which would be me hurt and i know you said you would never hurt be and i believe you but its just the last one said that to and he ripped my heart to shreds. i shouldn't compare you to him because i know your not him, i just got scared and i still am :(

i really wanted 'us' back but my heart made the decision for my mind that 'I'm to scared to love'


you told me to stop saying sorry but i want you to know i am sorry but ill leave you now.

bye