
I'm fully over it!
the bitchiness, the groups, the popular 'cool kids', and the talking behind my back.
its all happening and I'm sick of it!
i want to get out! but i have to stay :(
people say aw high school will be the best years of your life. haha whatever! i don't no what happened to you at high school but its pretty much torture for me!
i can honestly say that i hate it now.
the people that hold grudges and believe whatever they get told just annoy the crap out of me!
and the people that talk about something between themselves when really they need to get the truth from the person it actually concerns! instead of believing all the lies! and stretching the truth!
everyone is always so depressed and theres always so much crap going on! which just brings everyone down. why cant school be a happy place? why cant we bring people up at school rather than bringing them down with all the negative talk and crap going on!?
then theres all the relationships going on! aw don't get me started.
"hes with her" and "shes with him"
"no but she likes him" "but i like him"
"aw hes just leading me on"
i strongly dislike these conversations. i am so happy i have a bf out of school! i get to avoid all the pressure and judgements of everyone around me. i just get to be me when I'm with him :) and its great.
i have to say the only thing good about school that i can think of at the moment is 2 people! if it weren't for them school would be complete torture! and i would consider changing which i really don't want to do.
well that's my rant about school :)
i officially hate it!
but i have to live with it, sadly :(
sweetheart.. don't worry it will get better soon.. I remember when I was in highschool I used to hate it too sometimes.. and the people who say that highschool years are the best years of your life, well they say that probably because as you get older your problems become much larger than what people think/say etc.. and looking back they think highschool problems were nothing.. that does not mean what you are experiencing isn't justified.. just hang tight.. (I sound like your mother, don't I?)
ReplyDeletethanks :)
ReplyDeleteyea you did kinda sound like my mother.
and i suppose i agree with the fact that problems later in life are guna be much worse but at the moment these problems seem large enough.
im slowly getting through them and i will survive.