i hate it!
everyone seems to be happily with someone and then theres me, im this pathetic lil girl who sux at socializing and cant make friends no matter how hard i try.
i want to feel loved and wanted and to love and want someone back!
but iv seen to many things gone wrong in relationships that it has scared me from trying no matter how hard i want to.
why did you have to screw your relationships up and bring me into it?
its affected me as much as you and i just want it to go away, i want to trust guys enough to let myself fall in love and be as happy as everyone else!
you keep telling me its not a good idea to fall in love but i see differently. i see couples walking down the streeet hand in hand, i see them smile whenever they see each other, i see them snugle up when they are cold or just need a hug and i can tell they are happy but all i feel is JEALOUSLY
its not fair
i wana feel the happiness evryone else has
holly baby, stay as far away as you can from love. its a fucking slut. it kids you into thinking you're happy, then BAM! (and the dirt is gone) you're in a black hole forever.
ReplyDeleteoh and you see couples holding hands and looking happy and all that?
ReplyDeletewhat you don't see concerning love, is girls and boys lying on bathroom floors covered in blood and tears, screaming their little hearts out in pain and wishing they'd never met life as they know it in the first place.
its a gruesome thing, doll.