Monday, April 27, 2009

Bring back primary school :(

what happened?
life used to be full of fun and excitement and i don't no about you but i had good times back in primary school.
-we didn't worry about who liked us and who didn't
-relationships weren't such a big thing
-we didn't feel lost when we were with the people who were supposed to be our friends
-we didn't have the pressure of being a teen
-we just cruised along and enjoyed life :)
-everyone got along

i look at life now and think i want primary school back!!

to be honest life as a teenager sux!
we cant get past the pressure that is driving us all insane!
-the pressure to be "cool"
-the pressure of school and teachers
-the pressure of friends

when does it stop! please make it stop!

everyone these days is so self conscience.
no-ones ever fully happy, there is always some depressing thing going on.

life's full of jealousy and i don't like it!
cant we all just get along and be happy for what we have got?

then theres trying to fit in! you never feel fully in place, everyone has groups and if your not in one its very hard to get in now!

can i just have primary school back?

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

just a few things i want to say :)

is it just me or has everyone changed?
i feel lost

we're drifting apart and you cant deny it anymore, i wish it wasn't happening but it is :(

what is wrong with you? hes happy cant you just be happy for him and keep your thoughts to yourself!!

we were so close then he came and stole all your time :( where do i fit in now?

i love you! you have no idea how much you mean to me :)

can you just go back to where you came from? you came into my family and now we're falling apart.

we need to stay in touch more



xoxo

Sunday, April 5, 2009

life just got better

you asked and of course i said yes :)
you made my day, I'm so happy and its all because of you.

:)

i dreamt of this day and it finally came.
i love you and I'm not afraid to say it, your what iv been waiting for.

you make me so happy and I'm always thinking about you.

i sit there smiling because your on my mind or I'm txting you, my family doesn't no whats gotten into me because I'm so happy all the time but that doesnt worry me because i no iv got you and that's all i need.

i so glad i found you :)
i couldn't ask for more

i love you!

xox

Thursday, March 26, 2009

That Feeling


love?


i dunno maybe thats it?


♥

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

offically fallin ♥


i used to hate life and i wanted to start over but you turned up and all that changed.

i now love life and each day i cant wait to see you even if all we do is smile and wave, it still makes my day :)


im not afraid to say i anymore, iv fallin for you and im finally happy.

when i found out you liked me i had to try so hard to keep my happiness in.

iv never been happier.

everytime i txt you you put a big smile on my face even when im not in the greatest mood.


your all i think about and i cant help it.


your the best thing thats happened to me.


xox



Monday, March 16, 2009

falling

im over my shyness, its holding me back from saying what i really want to say, i want to tell you im falling for you and that you make me feel good when i havent felt like that for ages.

i want to talk to you in person like we talk in txts but i cant and its real frustrating! everyones saying 'just go and talk to him its not that hard' but what they dont realise is how hard it is for me. i dream about having a full conversation with you and that builds up confidence in me but then all i have to do is see you and it disappears and i dont no why.

im really falling for you in txts but now all i have to do is get the confidence in person which i am determined to get so please dont give up on us because we can work :)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

who is she?

iv lost her, iv lost everyone
you changed and left me in the dust confused and alone

we used to laugh and cry together and enjoy each others company. what happened?
i miss you, i really do, im completly lost without you
why did you change?
you turned into a... i dunno how to put it but it was him he changed you into someone your not and im not sure if i like the new you.

i should be happy for you, your finally happy with 'the one' but now hes all you talk about and suddenly you care about all the things that used to not matter but why??


please come back im lost and i dont mean to rely on you but your the only one that i can