Thursday, May 28, 2009

why cant dreams come true?


i dream of a world with no struggles and where everything just comes naturally without even thinking.

i bet your thinking 'haha yea right! like that's ever possible!'
but i girl can dream right?

every night i dream of our teenage struggles just disappearing so we can just be us and not have any worries.
but i guess i should give up on that dream.

i dream of being able to just go up to you with all the confidence in the world, hug you and have the longest conversation as possible with you without ANY silences.
but i keep building myself up to just be disappointed.

i dream of a place where i feel totally accepted by everyone around me.
but i guess il be looking for that place for awhile yet.



all these dreams and more and have any come true? i don't think so :(
and il be lucky if any do.
but i can still dream and wish for them to come true.


i dream of a world where dreams come true, and maybe then il be happy.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

life

Sometimes things happen that you can’t control. It completely tears you up and there is nothing you can do. You try so hard to be strong and get through it but nobody can ever understand because they don’t know what it’s like.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

love <3


its the most amazing feeling! and its all because of one amazing guy :)

I'm just your average girl, i no I'm not perfect and i may be as far away from perfect as possible but i know that when I'm with you i can just be my my normal average self with all my faults in full view and you will still love me for being me :)

you've made me feel accepted in this confusing life and i thank you for that :)
i can now walk around with a smile on my face because i no i belong somewhere.


everyday i look foward to your hug, longing to be in your arms for even a few seconds, if i could stay there i would :)


i treasure every minute with you never wanting them to end, i live for you :)


i used to dream of the perfect guy i would fall in love with then you took place of those dreams making them come true :)


i couldnt ask for anyone better, your amazing!


i love you heaps!!


xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

♥♥♥