That Feeling

love?

i dunno maybe thats it?

♥

offically fallin ♥

i used to hate life and i wanted to start over but you turned up and all that changed.

i now love life and each day i cant wait to see you even if all we do is smile and wave, it still makes my day :)

im not afraid to say i anymore, iv fallin for you and im finally happy.

when i found out you liked me i had to try so hard to keep my happiness in.

iv never been happier.

everytime i txt you you put a big smile on my face even when im not in the greatest mood.

your all i think about and i cant help it.

your the best thing thats happened to me.

xox

falling

im over my shyness, its holding me back from saying what i really want to say, i want to tell you im falling for you and that you make me feel good when i havent felt like that for ages.

i want to talk to you in person like we talk in txts but i cant and its real frustrating! everyones saying 'just go and talk to him its not that hard' but what they dont realise is how hard it is for me. i dream about having a full conversation with you and that builds up confidence in me but then all i have to do is see you and it disappears and i dont no why.

im really falling for you in txts but now all i have to do is get the confidence in person which i am determined to get so please dont give up on us because we can work :)

who is she?

iv lost her, iv lost everyone
you changed and left me in the dust confused and alone

we used to laugh and cry together and enjoy each others company. what happened?
i miss you, i really do, im completly lost without you
why did you change?
you turned into a... i dunno how to put it but it was him he changed you into someone your not and im not sure if i like the new you.

i should be happy for you, your finally happy with 'the one' but now hes all you talk about and suddenly you care about all the things that used to not matter but why??


please come back im lost and i dont mean to rely on you but your the only one that i can

Jealosly

i hate it!

everyone seems to be happily with someone and then theres me, im this pathetic lil girl who sux at socializing and cant make friends no matter how hard i try.

i want to feel loved and wanted and to love and want someone back!

but iv seen to many things gone wrong in relationships that it has scared me from trying no matter how hard i want to.

why did you have to screw your relationships up and bring me into it?

its affected me as much as you and i just want it to go away, i want to trust guys enough to let myself fall in love and be as happy as everyone else!

you keep telling me its not a good idea to fall in love but i see differently. i see couples walking down the streeet hand in hand, i see them smile whenever they see each other, i see them snugle up when they are cold or just need a hug and i can tell they are happy but all i feel is JEALOUSLY

its not fair

i wana feel the happiness evryone else has