would you notice?

you say now "aw no dont go, you can hang with me" but how long is that guna last?so tell me honestly, would you notice if i left?would you miss the girl that followed you round at lunch while we visited and talked to your friends.would you?would you miss the girl thats you talked to when it suited you, when you werent with your new popular friends tryn to fit in with the 'cool' crowd?would you?would you miss the girl that you said a few words to in class but then ignored when you were with your friends?would you?would you miss the girl who you have great with convos in txt but then cant seem to find the right words in person?would you?so tell me honestly would miss the girl who hid in the backround following others footsteps tryin to fit in?

do i change schools?

hmmm....
mum bought up the subject of changing schools again and usually i would straight away say no but im actually thinking about it this time (i dont no if thats a good thing) coz mum was saying how i need to get to no more people and blah blah

so im thinking about it coz honestly im sik of verdon and i still feel like i dont fit in, everyone has there groups and i have two friends 'woop woop' lol i try fittng into groups but they are all so tight and its impossible to join in and feel included.
i feel like im holding my two friends back from there other friends and i dont like that feeling so maybe it wud be beta if i go, of course i wud still stay in touch with them.

so yea im confused and i dunno what to do.

verdons a crap school but the people are cool if only i cud fit in

its hard

Overlook the times that he walked by. Overlook the times he made you want to cry.Overlook the times he uttered your name. What you must remember now is that you're not the same! Overlook that fact that he held your hand. Overlook the sweet things if you can. Overlook the good times and do not pretend. All you must remember now is that he's still your friend.

i hope we can still be friends

awkward

it wasnt supposed to end like this, yes i wanted the flirty stuff to end but not us as friends completly :(
i saw you today for the first time in ages and i didnt know what to do, it was so awkward and i couldnt look at you coz of how bad i felt for what i did.

i wana be friends, good friends that can tell each other everything and who enjoys spending time together just as friends but with us i dont think thats goin to happen. its always goin to be awkward with us and im sorry i know its probly my fault :(

i just want to start over! coz honestly where we are at the moment sux!

i found this on the net and it is soo true!

One Day LOVE met FRIENDSHIP....LOVE asked : Why do U exist when I'm here???FRIENDSHIP replied : To put SMILES on Faces where U Leave Tears....

love is a hard thing to get over but friends are always there :)

im sorry :(

im such a bitch!

how could i do that to you? i knew it wud crush you but i was hoping it wudnt be that bad, obviously i was wrong. i feel like crap, you still txt me and act like nothing happened but i know that i realy hurt you. about 2 weeks ago you sent me this (yes i still have it, i culdnt bring myself to delete it)

'i mis u so much i mis ur hugs i mis ur smiles i mis ur waves i mis being able 2 cum up bhind u 2 give u a hug im goin crazy ova u gorgeous'

it made me feel loved but then i had to go ruin it and break u in half. i needed to say what i did but it wasnt supposed to be so hard.

im so so sorry and i no we will probly never be the same again coz iv broken you more than once im such a bitch and im not afraid to admit it.

but could you please forgive this one last time?